Feeling

Feeling

that something breaks inside

and not a single muscle

fits on its place anymore.

Burning,

inside the sea;

freezing,

into the fire;

shining,

just under her shadow.

It came earlier this year…

I want to scape,

to run away.

Once more,

once again…

To break!

(For real this time,

forever).

Feeling

how your soul

wants to reach the sky.

Her sky…

For any reason,

apparently.

Everything seemed to be fine

but my tears came out;

your broken shell,

your frozen body,

your fucking lie…

Your only memory

crush onto my breast

and I

get lost again

inside the best

of our nightmares…